Hello all,
    Sorry no posts for  few days.
Went to our first early stage support group the other day.
I think it was Thursday?
Had a Long day this week.
My cousin Jeanette came up to baby sit me so i could drive 5.5 hours to Amarillo.
Well i drove to tie, she drove pretty much the rest of the time..
I don't know i I am going to get used to not driving...
Anyway, it was a long long day and a half and i guess it worse me out because i don't really remember Friday.
Today I just laid around watching TV until about an hour ago.
I m playing with my other blogs m one i http://allesinbegriffen.blogspot.com/ it is in German
the other is in Portuguese.
Cool  ting is, I don't remember how to speak Portuguese, but this software i bought translates it for me lol..
that one is http://kidstreinodefutebol.blogspot.com/ I will be playing with several more just to test them and see how they run
If you all look at them and have any inputs it would be nice.
I am noticing the days go by faster.
I just cant seem to get anything done... Time just flashes by and i don't get things done.
My office looks like my ex wife works here lol.
She was not known for taking out the trash, picking up anything, or organising much..
I used to be such a stickler for organization place for everything yadda yadaa.
Now, it just overwhelms me.. I look art it and don't know where to start...
oh well, I will pray about it, maybe God has a solution for me that I can accept lol.
My wife is researching places to STICK me when i get too bad.
Guess I cant blame her.
Made me cry for about and hour...
I just want to be loved and accepted...
I know depression is bad, but i seem to have him as my Shadow.
I will try again tomorrow to have a good day.
I gamed last night.
Got into xbox live and gamed for a while. it was nice...
gonna eat come ice cream and snuggle next to my lady
nite all